Last night i was chatting with Dan & KS on msn... and we talk about alot of things, including our usual crap... den it was back to our usual topic : Love (yeah, men nowadays do talk about love u know.. )

Anyway, sometimes we were wondering........ why love always seem to evade us... and whenever we were out on the streets, we would always see one couple after another... but when we looked around us, we realised it was always just the same bunch of us guys..... and it suddenly seemed to me, that we just weren't socialising enough.......

For KS, he is considered the braver of us, as he would always go on a "mission" to know more girls.. haha, ks, remember Elsie or the gal u knew @ Queensway S.C ? anyway, most of the time, he would succeed in getting their numbers.. and would go on a few dates with them..... but in the end..... it's always the same result....... which is nothing happened after all..... haiz... cmon, man... dun give up half-way all the time!!! or is Zhirong still in ur mind ?? hmm..

For Daniel..... he is considered the most suay guy of us all...... as he does know alot of gals, and would be able to click with practically all of them..... but there is one big problem.... ALL the gals are attached..... we have tried so many times, to ask him to open his eyes and try to socialise more..... or at least know more SINGLE GALS!! but he would either say he has no time, or he is simply content with whatever he has right now...... hmm... or maybe Cass is still in ur mind??? hmm...

Anyway, as for me....... i don't know realli...... cos honestly, i have my share of female friends..... but i guess...... it's either :
1. we are more like buddies
2. the gal doesn't like me
3. i don't like the gal
4 the gal i liked is attached
5. or to put it simply...... no fate...

Like i mentioned b4 in my previous posts...... i do feel attracted to a gal quite easily (haha, esp if she is one hell of a looker!) ... but either the attraction ends quite easily..... or i just give up half-way..... i mean, there was one gal i liked sometime last year... we had a few dates.... and there was an excellent opportunity to let her know how i feel....... but in the end.. my balls shrank, and my mouth just kept shut.... i guess i was afraid of rejection..... i mean, she has mentioned b4 that she wanted to remain single.... but yet sometimes she would give me an idea that i might stand a chance...... besides i was afraid that if i fail, we may not remain as close as what we had become in the last few months...... but anyway, since that fateful date...... we started to drift apart......

But i know that throughout my whole life, there will always be one gal that will forever remain in my mind... she was the first gal that i fell in love with, the gal who sat beside me at the school porch, copying my homework, and the gal who was in the same class as me for 2 years.. i know she won't remember me, cos the last time i saw her was 10 years ago..... but i realli hope that one fine day, i can find her... cos i realli realli just want to know that she is happy, healthy and maybe... even happily married.....

Even now, i still have her photo that was taken 13 years ago....

She was my classmate from Henry Park Pri... and her name.... is Huang Wanyi... hmm, find one of these days, i shld post her photo... maybe i could be lucky.. who knows ?