sometimes i really admire those old married couples, whom till today, still hold hands when they are going out, and the old man still acts as though he is still wooing his wife...... wow, how do they maintain this relationship....... i guess itz oni through so years of quarreling, arguing, giving in and love, that they realli learn to understand each other, lived together till the point that one cannot do without the other...... i guess nowadays pple get married without realli learning abt each other.. abt accepting each other's faults, abt realli communicating with each other and going through some sort of hardship together....... no wonder there are more and more divorces ard..... but again , i guess since when there is no love between them , no point trying to salvage anything.. cos in the end, they might be together oni becoz of one thing...... and that's responsibility.. like my parents... they have no more love for each other, but are still together becos of me and my sisters.....
haiz..........

today was working as usual.. until news broke that part of the nicoll highway actually collapsed... itz a sad thing, realli... but luckily casualties was not high..... btw i work in a call centre, handling LTA enquiries... so actualli i got to know abt this news first-hand..... but letz all pray that the remaining missing people are safe and well.....
anyway, today was just another boring day other than the tragic incident... and i was actualli thinking of this gal that i was kind of the attracted to her..... but well....... dun think i am good enuff for her though... she is smart, pretty and demure... oh man....... datz the kind of gal i like...... but well....... see how it goes......... maybe i should know her better first......... provided i have the chance of coz! :P

ok...... now before i begin, maybe i should intro myself briefly......ok here goes........ my name is Derek, and i am born in a small small little island called Singapore..... i have a group of good friends, whom we have known for more than 10years, and we always stick ard a coffeeshop called "Teck Hin Kopitiam" and we tok abt everything under the moon... from girls to work, from studies to girls, and from soccer, den to girls again..... yes, we are all single guys, except one....... haha, i know itz kinda pathetic, and i guess we realli need to widen our social circle....... too much "yang" and too little "ying" ......Aaaarggh..... man....... what to do..... guess we realli dun have the luck........ i mean, all the girls that i know, are mostly attached...... and the girls who liked me.. i am not interested.....and the girls i liked... are either attached or i dint have the "balls" to proceed ...... oh man... datz life.......
Itz been four years since i broke up with my galfriend...... and till today, i have not met another girl who realli made my heart beat faster... itz not that i have high expectations ..( in fact i have no expectations watsoever), and i am easily attracted to a girl... but i guess itz always the lack of chemistry... or i feel i am not good enuff for that girl...... yes, more and more singapore girls have high expectations.....
hmm... but i strongly believe.. true love still exists..... yes, true love, not the type that is measured by monetary terms. but one by feelings and actions......

hmm..... i have finally created my very own blog...... have been thinking abt this for a long long time..... i have so many thoughts that i wish to share with the people around me, but i guess because all of us have our own things to do, we can hardly...realli, truly..... communicate...... hope that thru this blog, we can all share abt our own feelings and be brave enough to type watever that comes into our mind... and show our true selves to one another...... lastly, thank you, blogger for this service.....