Tuesday, June 28, 2005

This is most probably my last post in this blog.. cos after thinking for some time, i feel that this blog realli does not reflect my true thoughts and feelings... (remember my blog is called " Thoughts of the Day " ??) haha... guess one major reason is that i cant realli blog when i know that pple read my posts.. and i cant write as freely as i would want to...

Anyway, maybe, just maybe i might open a new blog.. but this time round.. even if i do, it will be a solely private one........... nonetheless, i wont delete this blog.. since i spent 1 bloody yr updating it!!! but from now on, it will just be...


an empty shell...........

Monday, June 13, 2005

Tomorrow i will be starting my new job @ Ministry of Foreign Affairs (MFA for short).. kinda excited since its a perm job and there's plenty of opportunities to grow and go overseas. Although the pay may be pathetic, but i believe that given the chance and hard work, i will climb up the ranks... Well, to be honest, maybe in the past i will just treat it as just another normal job, and most likely slack after a few months...

But....

After what happened @ Motorola, it kinda changed my mindset and thinking... and from now on, guess its time i realli work hard, stick by the job and treat it as my long-term career.. cos no matter what, i am not getting any younger... especially since most of the gang have already graduated, and found good-paying jobs... ahh........ shit, why must i reach my MID-TWENTIES crisis so soon ???????? If only i had studied harder..... hmmm........

Anyway, was chatting with Daniel on MSN @ the same time... and to be honest, i am really surprised by how deep his feelings are for Cass (damn, i dun care if she reads this , cos i will still publish her name here!!) Anyway, for those that have been reading my past posts.. Dan is the guy whom i talked about, who always does alot for Cass....... and for these past few years.. she has always been on his mind..... There is just this one slight prob...

She is attached.......... and now Daniel is saying about what would happen to him if she ROM soon........ haiz, the gang and i have persuaded him time and time again to give up and look around....... but then, guess his feelings for her are so deep... that even he cant stop it.......

Haiz, the rest of us realli lose out to him in this area.. cos no matter what, he is one bloody guy whose love for her is so deep and so REAL , and does soooooooo much for her... without ever thinking of any rewards or any other sort... Surprised rite ? well, in the real world, there is true, pure love... just look @ Daniel...

Anyway, daniel, u can realli be a PI man!!! I can't believe that u actualli managed to find out Ms XXXX's profile in Friendster man!!! hehe, oh yeah, this particular gal was.. well... actualli the gal that i mentioned about quite recently... the one that i confessed to.... in the lift...way back when i was still in puberty.... hahaha, omg, cant believe that i actually get to see her again man!!!!! hmm, maybe i should go add her now...



Song of the Day : "I was born to Love You" by Queen