Oh my God...... when will Blackburn Rovers ever wake up their ideas ?!?! haiz...... four games have passed, and they have not got their 1st win yet...... and they actually let Manure Utd equalise in the 93 min ?!?! wah lau eh...... looks like my bad luck has passed on to them........ haiz, it all went downhill ever since Damien Duff and David Dunn were sold away....... looks like the glory days will never be relived ....... ever again...........

how i missed the Blackburn of old..... i still remember 10 years ago, when i first started watchin 22 men going after a ball..... one particular team caught my eye...... with their great wing play and fearsome strikeforce..... the awesome ...... SAS.......

Championship Winning Team 1994/95 : Blackburn Rovers

1. Tim Flowers
2. Henning Berg
3. Graeme Le Saux
4. Colin Hendry
5. Ian Pearce
6. Tim Sherwood
7. Stuart Ripley
8. David Batty
9. Alan Shearer
10. Chris Sutton
11. Jason Wilcox

Anyway, once a Blackburn fan..... always a Blackburn Rovers diehard fan!!!!!!!!!!!!

Blackburn Motto : ARTE ET LABORE !!!!!! ( with skill & labour )

anyway, have been tokin to my friends abt girls and relationships .. (haha, wat else!! ).. and they asked me not to give up on the one gal i liked....... but to be honest...... i have been thinking abt it for a long time....... maybe.......

just maybe........

we are just not meant to be...........

I knw she is the one girl i have realli liked for a long long time... since er... well........ hmm..... ANYWAY... the thing is ..... she is realli the Girl of my Dreams..... she is everything dat i look for in a girlfriend....... but den...... the prob is...... i suddenly feel dat...... it seems we are lacking 2 most important things.........dat is..

Chemistry & Communication.......

i always feel that to have real "Chemistry" ... it takes 2 hands to clap... wat i mean is..... i must feel that she has the sparks for me... and vice versa....... but the thing is..... i know my heart is pounding whenever i see her..... but i feel that to her...

i am just another of her gd friend..... datz all..............

and with regards to communication........ it seems that i have been trying realli hard to think of things to tok to her abt....... if i dun..... it can actualli mean a long long silence....... although so far the phone calls that i have with her , have been fantastic....... but when i see her face to face ...... we suddenly may not have so much to tok abt........ guess i am trying too hard to project the "right" image to her....... so i dint realli act natural... and show how crappy i realli am!! haha... er, oops ? :P

nonetheless....... i am tired........ realli tired.........

If only....................

Quote of the Day : I had thought of so many things that i want to do with her.. say to her...... and be with her always..... but all this is in vain...... when........... she doesn't know................

Really tired and shack now...... phew, guess itz been too long since i last went clubbing..... cos i can no longer groove to the beat throughout the night.. haha, now i must take a rest after every 15min!!! ....... anyway, at first i tot i would be kinda left out since i oni know Joycelyn and not her friends..... but hey, was surprised when i sawIce and Jacelyn there as well....... hmm.... her friends were v friendly also..... looks like i wasnt the only person who dunno the rest..... cos there was friend's friends who were there, whom some of them also seemed v blurr as to who is who!!! nonetheless it was a great night out........ but R & B is realli not my type of music...... guess i shld stick to Mambo night!!

Anyway, i was browsing through some of the blog sites and found some interesting and cool sites... Enjoy!!!

http://www.awfulplasticsurgery.com/
think twice b4 u go under the knife.. cos pple can tell!!!! be happy with wat u are.. well.. at least i am happy with my " Garfield" eyes!!! (actually, its more that i am areadi resigned to my fate.. haiz)

http://amandadoerty.blogspot.com/
Philosophy, religion, culture and politics... this blog talks abt everything.. and i do admit the girl is v hot..... hehe...

http://www.blogarama.com/index.php?show=most_cool
Some of the coolest sites u can find on the web......

I have got myself an image consultant!! hahah... i have a colleague called Del, who used to work as a stylist before.. and i have appointed him as a consultant for me.. keke, i want a make-over!! oh man... hmmm... maybe i am getting more vain.... but i just feel itz time for a change.....
haha, we started off by going to the toilet today, and he actualli trimmed my thick and bushy eye-brows.. haha, he is GOOD!!! but of coz, itz just a trimming of the "excess" hair... so nothing much...... lucky no one came into the toilet, in not he would be thinking, " wat the hell are 2 grown-up guys doing in a toilet, standing so close and facing each other !! " kekeke.......
first, KS has appointed "Dua Pau" (aka jeremy) and me as his personal consultant, and i in turn asked Del to be my personal advisor.... keke..... hmm... ok, so itz time to spend spend and more spending on clothes!!!

Hmm.... maybe tonite will be gg clubbing with Joycelyn... so long nv see her and the rest of the starhub colleagues..... haha.... itz party time!!!!

Song of The Day : " Flawless" by George Michael ( absolutely fabulous song.... )

IT'S OFFICIAL.......This is officially and confirmed the worst week of my entire life so far.... nothing seems to be going rite for me... made one mistake @ work today.. and i think i am blacklisted in LTA.... oh gosh..... if u think i am thinking too much, den take a look at this email sent by LTA........... can u imagine this email is forwarded to how many pple ?!?!!? It was also forwarded to all the Big-Shots in Singtel.... and this will be used as a case study for further use..... oh my god...... i can't believe this is happening to me....... (P.S. also read the last part of this email.... haiz.... realli de-moralising now...)

"
-----Original Message-----
From: Audrey_LIM@lta.gov.sg [mailto:Audrey_LIM@lta.gov.sg]
Sent: Tuesday, 17 August, 2004 12:43 PM
To: evelyneng@singtel.com; cathwuzer@singtel.com
Cc: mollytoo@singtel.com; kalyan@singtel.com; azizahs@singtel.com.sg;
jennyleong@singtel.com; chinly@singtel.com; klee@singtel.com;
ranjeet@singtel.com; Benjamin_LEONG@lta.gov.sg; Hady_ANG@lta.gov.sg;
Jane_HO@lta.gov.sg; Sally_LEE@lta.gov.sg; William_WONG@lta.gov.sg;
Martha_YEW@lta.gov.sg; Wei_Szu_PANG@lta.gov.sg;
Haslinda_Abdul_RAHMAN@lta.gov.sg; Hady_ANG@lta.gov.sg;
Benjamin_LEONG@lta.gov.sg; Haslinda_Abdul_RAHMAN@lta.gov.sg;
William_WONG@lta.gov.sg; Sally_LEE@lta.gov.sg; Martha_YEW@lta.gov.sg;
Wei_Szu_PANG@lta.gov.sg
Subject: FW: Retrieving ofTelephone Conversation between Mr Chua & A
Male CSOs


Team Leaders,
The following are some pointers that we can learn from this case. Would
appreciate if you could share/highlight to Derek as well as the rest of the
call agents:-
1) Since road tax had already expired on 16 July 2004, Derek should not
submit Mr Chua's request for a duplicate notice to be sent to him via the
1M portal. If caller insists, call agents should route such request to ext
5770 or Hotline_VTL_Gen_Enq@lta.gov.sg to follow up. P/s refer to online
FAQ VRM-VRL-RT-04 for details.
2) Highlight to caller that it is an offence to use/or permitting others to
use a vehicle without a valid road tax. Refer to online FAQ VRM-VRL-RT-20
for details. In this case, Mr Chua & the driver were fined $50 each for
using and permitting vehicle to be used without a valid road tax. Fyi, Mr
Chua is contesting that if we have sent the notice to him as promised by
Derek, he would not be in this situation.
3) For expired road tax, call agents should advise callers to renew their
road tax & pay the late payment fee at VTL or at any collection centres
(provided they have the renewal notice) IMMEDIATELY. Based on the
conversation, Derek repeatedly informed Mr Chua to renew his road tax
before 15 August. This may give the caller the wrong impression that he
does not need to pay the late payment fee if he renewed his road tax before
15 August.

Based on our observation, this is not the first time that Derek gave wrong
information to the caller. If I recall correctly, he was one of the call
agent that provided the wrong transfer fee (a difference of $3,000 plus) to
another caller - Mr Ong. Hence, would appreciate if the team leaders could
monitor his performance/ product knowledge.
The above for info & necessary action, p/s.

Rg

----- Forwarded by Audrey LIM/M5P1/LTA on 17/08/04 11:46 AM ----- "

Sad man.... and these were the ONLY 2 mistakes i had made... and yet they are such huge ones...... now not only this, Soccer and Wild Wild Wet is postponed becoz not enuff pple going...... oh god..... think i am gonna have a nervous breakdown!!!!!!!!! Aaahhhh......... fuck..

Song of The Day : "Fixing a broken heart" by Indecent Obsessions

Just a few days ago, i thought my luck might be changing for the better.. yeah it did... BUT FOR THE WORSE!!!!!! in fact the last 2 days were the worse days ever wrkin in Singtel........ haiz.... itz a long story... damn..... think i am realli not suited for this job..... cos sooner or later i will start vomitting blood... but nonetheless, it dint affect my sleep.... cos i slept for a whopping 13 hours last night!!!!! haiz, see!!! even the no. of hours that i slept for.... is a SUAY no. ..... damn.... maybe i am the reincarnated Suay Shen (God of Bad Luck ..)

Now i can only hope that things won't get any worse than this...... surely it won't.. rite ???

oh my god... i just discovered the BIGGEST "open" secret in Singapore ever !!!!! remember in Singapore Idol, there is this guy who stripped to his swimming trunks ??

well.. this infamous dude used to study in NYP (marketing ).. was in the same year as me actually.. i still remember there was once during lecture (read: where there are 100 pple in the theatre ) and he actualli wore a skin-tight white singlet that showed his MID-DRIFT... oh man... he sure is daring.. and now.. i just discovered he actually had his own Fan Site ?!?!?!

Discover Singapore's Most Handsome Man ( as proclaimed by the man himself ) .. but den again... i realli admire this fellow..... look at how much he has changed !!!!! omg......

http://www.stevenlim.net/

Was reading Stephanie's blog today... and found out that this blog was published in Sunday Times today....... hmmm...... v well designed........ enjoy...

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com

Miss the Banana Man from Sinagpore Idol ?? haha... he is realli infamous now...... even hardwarezone is tokin abt him......

http://forums.hardwarezone.com/showthread.php?s=&threadid=800140&forumid=16

Dun know why..... but it seems that today is my luckiest and happiest day of this entire shitty year....DEFINITELY NOT becos of the discovery of the above sites...but more of the things that happened to me today...... hmmm...... maybe things will get better ?? hope so.........

Last night i was watching Singapore Idol.. and i must agree that there are many jokers.. ( even a stripper and a wat ?!?! banana man !!!!!! ) but again.... must applaud the pple who dare to follow their dreams... isn't this wat pple shld live for ?

anyway.... surely u must have noted that Singaporeans are almost completely courteous and humble ? i mean...... compare them to the contestants @ American Idols wannabes .. and u shld knw wat i mean ..... oh common, ok... so there are pple who can't sing..... but their courage and guts impress me......

but the judges ?? one word....... poor.......

i noticed that these judges are almost trying too hard to imitate the great Simon Cowell... by giving sacastic criticisms, and scolding pple for lack of attitudes... and that they say "This is SERIOUS Business" but at least Mr Simon is direct, straight to the point, professional and takes back his word when he knows he is wrong...... but u pple ??

1. Out of every 10 criticisms... oni 1 or 2 are constructive ones.....
2. Scold pple for lack of attitudes..... and the judges can fall asleep ?!?!
3. Fed up becos so many pple say they are nervous..... oh cmon! dun tell me u weren't nervous when u guys first started out in the entertainment business ?!?!?!
4. When pple ask u to comment on their singing..... u guys laugh and snicker at the poor fellow...
5. Insult pple's appearance and say they dun have what it takes to make it big.. HELLO!! look @ Clay Aiken when he first appeared.. he looked like a nerd..... but look at him now.. ever heard of a thing called "MAKE-OVER" ????
6. Scold pple more when their job is to Evaluate and give Constructive Comments
7. Dear Mr Ken Lim... pls think of something new..... isn't it v tiring when u oni kept saying " Sing with ur own style " again and again... and nothing else ?!?! aren't u supposed to judge on their vocals instead ?
8.Dear Sir with the "Dick" name..... it is true that this is serious business..... but being a judge is also serious busines... why dun u turn ur head and see why Mr Douglas Oliveira is closing his eyes and sleeping ?? Is that gd attitude ??
9. Lastly, this is called "Singapore Idol" , and this is not a "Judge's Idol" competition.. so pls.. judge like a proper one... and stop imitating pple..... cos u suck @ it......
10. okok... so there are times when u guys talk sense... and sometimes give encouragements to the contestants.. so this 10th point is a compliment............ but den again..... u guys are paid to do the job........ weren't u ?

Aspiring singers enter that room and they aim to impress... tried they did..... but the judges ?? they sure dont impress ....... but Gurmit Singh as host ?? OH YES man!!!!! he is so much better .. even better than Ryan Seacrest.... and he is such a motivator........

Dun get me wrong... Simon Cowell is my fav judge... and that this serious business..... but a judge must be objective & give constructive criticisms..... and must be direct abt it....... judge pple based on their singing..... nothing else...... this is a singing competition, isn't it ?

Btw, who the hell is Ken Lim ?!?! his face sure looks like my ass..... and he sure toks like one!!!er....... oops ?

So happy today...... firstly, my eldest sis's company... called " Imperium" won the Microsoft Business Partner of the year!! and my sis was one of 3 nominated names for Salesperson of the year.... well.. she dint win... ( HP won, which happened to be the company that my 2nd sis worked in.. ) but ..... at least her company still won a prestigious award man ........

but imagine..... her company is oni 18 months old... and to think that it almost closed down last yr due to poor sales...... so it was a huge surprise... and like wat pple always say..... to be nominated is already a winner... YEAH !! i totally agree....... sis, ur my idol! :)

come to think abt it... to be honest.... i wasnt v close to my two sis..... guess itz hard to click.. and we dun realli confide in one another...... haha... esp my 2nd sis..... i think our 8 charactors must have clashed.. cos we always quarrel!! imagine we always argue, quarrel, fight...... i even remember there was once my mum called the police to our house.. cos we had a huge quarrel and were on the verge of throwing tables and chairs at each other..... oh man..... but i was shocked and touched when my 2nd sis cried and put all the blame on her...... hmm..... six years.. and i still remember...... but of cos..... dat dint change our tradition of continuing quarrelling..... until recently.......

guess we have all outgrown this... and am tired of all this shit....... besides... no matter what.. we are siblings..... and i knw she always care...


anyway...... on a lighter note....... I HAVE FINISHED MY LAST PAPER!!!!! yeah.. time for a break for my hardwrking brain..... and time for some fun!!!!!!!! but sian.. the joy is oni for 1 week... got 2 new modules starting after dat....... haiz........... wah lau eh...........


Quote of the Day : Blood is forever thicker than water.... it is fate that these pple are my family in this lifetime..... so treasure them........ cos there wont be another lifetime.....

Since today is our National Bird Day...i recommend the below link..... the song is actualli quite nice....... hmm..... i love being Singaporean ..... but i still hate LKY!! anyway...... i completely forgot how to sing our national anthem..... shit....... but nay... i am sure most of us have forgotten abt it oso anyway....... oni know how to hum..... lol

http://www.ndp.org.sg/ndp04/the_ndp/music.html

Found this website this morning while @ work.. hmm.. quite interesting..... join up, and who knows, ur biggest crush may actually be living v near u!

http://www.wholivesnearyou.com/about.php

Sian..... wrkin on National Day.. and my last paper is on Thur....... haiz....... boring........ omg.... wat happened to my counter.... since when it has jumped from 700+ to 20000 ++ ?!?!?!

Today is the 7th .... one day has passed since my supposedly "big" day.... dint celebrate yesterday.. well, was supposed to.. until i cancelled the dinner with my colleagues... i guess....... either i wasn't in the mood..... or i just dun feel the need to celebrate @ all.......

nay, i dun feel sad or anything.... itz not a big deal oso....... but i was pleasantly surprised by the greetings i got from both my colleagues ( wah, Ashworth polo tee leh!!! haha, but er.. the design and colour.. seemed a little bit.... uncle leh.. hehe :P ) and also my dear friends..... here i need to extend a BIG Thank You to Aizhen and Emmeline.. Aizhen for never failing to wish me on the day itself.. ( while i never fail to forget wishing her.. damn ) .. and Emmeline , for giving me a phone call while she was sick and alone in Australia...... wow..... although u said the call was " shun bian " but nonetheless... i am v touched by the gesture.... although i have a feeling itz becoz there was ICQ birthday reminder rite ?? lol

of coz..... i can't possibly forget to thank everyone else as well.....pple like my 11yr series buddies, Alex aka Asshole, Chris and Nic, Eng Hup, David, and Jasmine..... for remembering my Birth Day... hmm..... maybe i shld post up some pics when i was a baby ( i had a big bush of brown hair @ that time leh!! ) and some other silly pics as well...... ahh..... growing up....... christine, dun call me an uncle ah!! 2 more years and it will be ur turn !!!

Haiz.. as usual... i am wrkin now... till 12am on a Sat night..... but well.... she is wrkin as well!! but again.... my mind will wander off and think of someone else instead....... haiz.....

"Xi Huan yi Ge Ren si jian heng Xin Ku de si "

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, with many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.

They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home... suddenly he asked the waiter: "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but, still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously: why you have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea , just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.

That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home.. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.

They continued to date....

She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life...And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication!

I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I'm afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again". Her tears made the letter totally wet.

Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee? It's sweet. She replied.

This was in a bulletin from my Friendster...... hmm..... guess i oso need to add some salt to my teh tarik too.........

Song of the Day : "May I Love U" by Zhang Zhi Cheng & "Yes I Love u" by S.H.E
this 2 songs are linked together...............

Gosh..... i am now officially 24 years old.... i can't believe i am in my MID-TWENTIES!! but well..... guess life still goes on..... was @ Trader's Hotel with my buddies for a buffet dinner..... well, there's nothing special abt the food there ( can u belive there are no oysters & not even crayfish ?!?! ) ... but somehow i find that the food taste extremely delicious... and i know why...

cos itz FREE!!!!! haha...... thanks, brudders!!!!!!!!

Cant wait to go to work tomorrow...... and see wat my colleagues have bought for me... haha... after contributing so much money for other pple's bird days...... itz finally my turn for me to get something back!! :P Hmm... wonder wat Rosa bought for me..... she asked me for my shoe size, shirt size, and other stuff..... watever it is... i am sure i will love it!

Lastly, thanks to all the pple for the well-wishes...... pple like my buddies (wait.. oni Dua Bao wished me so far!! ), Irene , Jasmine and especially to my dear Miss Spastic.. Emmeline!!! i can't believe u actualli called me @ 12am... from Australia...... oh man....... damn touched....... i can't wait for u to come back and acc me for nasi lemak again!! plus of cos our hairy banana chat @ Jurong Park!! ;P

I enjoy reading those articles abt relationships, love and sex that are found in MSN..... they are v honest, crude, truthful, and the thing is... these articles always talk abt stuff that are hardly mentioned.... i mean.... it's v awkward if i talk abt such stuff infront of a girl... unless of course i know she is one open-minded girl.... haha, but i will never forget the conversation i had with Gillian .. omg.....

but now we have Haz, Ali and Del .. so there are more views, more sharing, and more inside stories..... haha..... and of course..... got to know each of their ultimate Sex Fantasy as well......

Here is a short list of our Ultimate Sex Fantasy :
1. Office Sex ( all the more possible, cos 27th floor is completely empty after 9pm! )
2. Bondage ( involves a rope, candles a chair and maybe a whip ?? )
3. Being Raped ( oh my god..... )
4. Three-some ( if successful, it will lead to a mass orgy as well )
5. Sex with a Celeb ( i told my close friends abt the dream i had abt Ada Choi aka Cai Shaofeng.. omg..... damn stupid and funny .. :P )

Sex is a beautiful thing... it is also a necessity ( except for monks, nuns and eunuchs ) ... and since our "brother" has only a lifespan of abt 50years at most..... make full use of it!! and make ur sex life an enjoyable and unforgettable one....

Most importantly, it is an important ingredient to a lasting and wonderful relationship.....

Finished one paper..... one more to go...... sian man....... wrkin today from 8pm till tomorrow 8am... and i am wrkin again on my Bird Day and also National Day...... aaahh... this is life....damn.....
haha.... lucky i am prepared for tonight...... installed one of my all time fav games, " Romance of the Three Kingdoms" !!! oh man... this game has accompanied me from the time i gave up the pacifier.... till to date..... more than 10 years.... and i am still not tired of this game..... will aim to conquer China again before i knock off from work tomorrow....... :P

Oh yeah.. guess i am quite lucky tonight..... coz i get to see one of the prettiest girls from the 32th floor.... but she is knocking off soon... anyway i saw her profile in Friendster... she actualli knew Stephanie!! haha..but nay.. there is only one girl in my mind right now........

Hmm..... i will be here once in a while..... so if anyone has alot of time to spare..... feel free to leave a msg in my tagboard!! i will confirm reply with an hour!!

Stressed out... really damn sian... was supposed to work from 10 - 6.30pm today.. but last min, my supervisor asked me to work from 2 - 10.30pm.... becoz they are short of 1 afternoon staff.. damn man... and i have a paper tml.... if oni i was on leave today.....

My brain must be realli stressed out now, cos now it is jammed with so much information at one short.. haha, well, it has been enjoying itself for too long liao.. cos i hardly utilise it!! Datz why once in a while, it must suffer for a while.. :P

God Bless me tomorrow man... *crossing fingers*

The time is 2.11am... i just finished studying 5 chapters of HRM...... man.. how i realli hate studying..... but i guess i just gotta persevere...... not just for myself... but....... also not to disappoint my parents again...... cos i have dropped out of poly once already.. and since now i have taken the decision to pick up the textbooks again... i must be determined not to quit half-way again......

no way ......... but shit man, i can feel my head getting bigger and bigger already!! damn.....

Anyway, at this very moment, i am chatting with KS (aka Darren or Kin sun ) .... and he told me abt this girl that he had a liking for..... she had asked him to attend her Birthday today... but he couldnt go .. cos of his drumming session @ church today...... and just before she cut the cake... she asked again if he could come ...... Aaaaaaahhh!!!!! KS!!!!! why dint u go ?!?!?! For the sake of ur happiness, u shld fly down immediately!!!!!!!! haha... :P

I already missed a great opportunity to let someone knw how i feel...... but i guess...... i wont give up..... no....... not until i have absolutely no chance.........

Quote of the Day : Some Chances will go and come again..... but there are some..... that will go... and never come back again...... so treat each day as though it is ur last, and cherish every single moment.....

Song of the Day : "If Tomorrow never comes " by Ronan Keating